Is there anything I really wanna say? I am grateful to have my housemate as my friends and as my family. I appreciate not because we can exchange babysitter but because they are my support. Even though they could not help me in action, I would still be grateful to have them. I read today, people who do not have support or intimate relationship have high risk or hart attack. loneliness welcome disease and death. I imagine what if we were living just two of us.......it would be so hard to live everyday. Even just seeing my friends face and, knowing if some thing comes up, I can always count on them. That gives me such a relief. I have to tell them how much I appreciate their being more than their action. Originally, I said to myself, "my son need some form of family. So, I will try to live with my friends, I will try to go find his playmates." But the person who really needed friends was me. They are my support and because I have them I am can be a parent the way I believe it's good for my son.
I hear all the time and I believe it's true that San Francisco is a lonely place. Everybody is working hard, everybody has their own life. It is so hard to find people who you can connect and create deep friendship. But if you really want it, you will find. If you really value it, you will find people who feel same way.
Yeah, everybody is alone in this city because most people came from different state or country. That's why we can create our own definition of family. That's why we want family like community more than any other place in USA. So I picked here.