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And, I do not worry if someone thinks I look too dramatic or I look sorry for myself. Because life can be short to worry how I look outside. I am happiest person on the earth because I have everything I dreamed and at the same time I chase my dream. Life can be too short to worry about everything that has not happen yet. I rather use the time to focus what I can offer to me, my son and to the universe. That’s why I am here for like everyone else too. So I am gonna just say what I tried not to say, call me dreamer, idealist, non-sense, or naïve because non of the statement can change who I am right now. I will still be happy like I am right now. I will still chase my dream or be idealist. Then, if I did not play safe enough, I will say, “Oh well but at least I live fully every moment of my life”