And appropriate way to start this year

Oh, guess what my first dream of this year was! I recieved gold powders from some old wise man. My mother, my son, some friends (who I am supposed to know in my dream but they don't exist in reality,) and me lined up and the wise man sprinkled the gold powder on our heads. This is pretty cool! The gold symbolize spritual transformation, and I think in alchemy they turn something to gold (I forgot details) but the point is that this dream means growth both inside and outside for me. What a way to start this year! I already feel like I accomplished something!

My father is leaving here tomorrow. He is very curious about everything. Sometimes, it is hard for me to be with him because I often go off to my dreamland when I am walking or on the bus. He intrupts my tack of thoughts. Last couple years he also learned how I am. But, now I realized nothing more important to enjoy the person next me than being in my daydream especially when I only see the person once or twice a year. I became so much closer to both my parents when I became a parent. We are closer than we have ever been. It was very fun to have him. He is a happy man. I could not think anybody who looks happier than he is in my life. His friend tells my mom, "Do you know he has eyes of a boy? I bet you can never get bored talking to him." She knows exactly what they are talking about. I sometimes feel I am older than him not so much about knowledge or behavior but just how he is into everything what he does and he is so serious about it! Who cares if the toast is perfectly brown but he does when he cooks! The only person who does not realize how he is is himself and that's why he still has mind of young man. Maybe that's why my son and he get along so well like buddies......

So, now the holiday season is almost over. I am ready to be back on my work! The work that does not generate any money but generates such a positive energy.