This is my home

This is my home. How Could I leave here? I have everything I want except adventure and alone. If I wanna feel love, I can always come back here. If I wanna feel kindness, I can always come back here. I feel very good to be here. We moved around so much. Now, I have a tendency that after two days I do not feel like I am on vacation. I feel like I have been living the place for long time and never had any of experience I had in past three years. What am I really? How do I know if this is reality or dream? How do I know I am me and not someones body? How do I know I am experiencing my life? How do I know I am not alone and there are so many human being in this planet? How do I know what I say can be useful or harmful for someone else? Why do I feel so peaceful when I am here? Why do I feel everything is magical and wonderful when I am here? Am I in Utopia? So, that's why I need to leave? This is a dangerous place for me right now because I do not have any creativity craving. I just want live everyday like this. No challenge, or no asking myself questions.