There is nothing to be scared of going to Japan. It is one of the safest country and it's where I am from. I can speak the language; I will never be lost in the place. But I know I will be lost after a month or so. I will be lost badly and asking myself, "where is me? Excuse me, have you ever seen me in somewhere? I think I lost myself."
Can police help my lost item? Can it be found at lost and found place at Tokyo Station?
Where can I find myself? Worse, what if I leave myself in the country?
Constant stimulation to avoid facing true feelings, superficial positive energy from disposable idols, and dramatized tragedy...they are all same thing to me.
How can I say bad things about my country? Maybe I am just so scared to go back. This might be my own defence mechanism. Can I be positive about visiting there?
I've tried and tried but so far it never worked. This time though, I am going to visit the country as a explorer. I will look at everything like I had never seen before.
I grew up there but it is not the place for me.
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